lalalalalala

I really don't know where to start..a lot of things are going on in my mind right now. Since morning, from the moment I woke up, heaps of stuffs have started to cloud my rational thoughts..and it made me feel like I am floating in the air..dreamy yet awake.. and I just couldn't seem to do all the things that I plan to do today.

What happened was that I got the result of my posting. I was intending to check the moe website at about 9 am..but I got the shock of my life when I woke up at 6 am - I got a text message from my friend informing me that I got JOHOR. I was numb. seriously..NUMB! I didn't know how to react. So I switched on my laptop and I checked it again and there it was.. the state 'JOHOR' was written in RED.. as if it was saying 'YOU'RE DEAD!'.. I know I am exaggerating and being dramatic.. but that's how I felt..

Another sad part of the day is that I will have to resign from work..I just started working on the 1st of february..and to be honest I am enjoying myself.. I met new people.. I got to know awesome friends.. it's just sad..you know..SAD.. I m not saying that I hate the fact that I get my posting..NO..because I already know this will happen.. it's just that I just hope that I could work a bit longer.. but nevermind.. I do believe that the friendship built will remain..and who knows..distance might make it stronger..

So basically, throughout the day..I tried my best to accept the fact that i will be moving to another state.. some may feel that it's not a big deal..but I can't deny that it is a big deal for me.. However, sooner or later, I will definitely have to accept it because this was what I have agrred on..way back when I started my degree.. My only hope now is that Allah will help me go through all these..and that many good things will come. After all..Allah knows best and that everything happens for a reason.. let's be POSITIVE! fighting! =) Here are some photos of me and my awesome buddies trying to entertain ourselves after work..hoping that all of our sorrows will fade away..cewaaah! =P