::My ONE and ONLY AYAH::

No words can describe how grateful I am to be blessed with a wonderful father like no other.You are the most loving and caring person I have ever been with..You carry out your duty as a father responsibly that never in my life did i feel lack of love or neglected..You are the best and you deserve the best. I LOVE YOU AYAH..and my love extends beyond these words as no words can ever describe my love to you..May Allah bless you always.. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! =)

*Mama*

Happy Mothers Day MAMA! Mama, thank you so much for everything..i m lost for words to describe how grateful i am and how thankful i am to have a wonderful mother like you. You are the best and no one can replace you. Though we are separated by distance..you are thought of every single second..May Allah bless you..both in this world and in the hereafter. AMIIN... Here is a song for you..it's best to note that some of lyrics are not true in our context..hahahaha. i mean like in the first line..u were never my enemy..I miss u soo much..LOVE u lots! XOXO

She Used to be my enemy and never letting me be free
catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be,
Every other day I crossed the line I didn't mean to be so bad,
I never thought you would become a friend I never had

Back then I didn't know why,
Why you were misunderstood (mama),
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love

Mama I love you,
Mama I care,
Mama I love you,
Mama my friend,
You're my friend

I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it now,
Every little thing you said and did was right for me,
I had a lot of time to think about, about the way I used to be,
Never had a sense of my responsibility.

Back then I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,

Mama I love you,
Mama I care,
Mama I love you,
Mama my friend,
You're my friend ,you're my friend

But now I'm sure I know why (I know why),
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all I can give you is love (all I can give you is love),

Mama I love you,
Mama I care,
Mama I love you,
Mama my friend,
Mama I love you,
Mama I care,
Mama I love you,
Mama my friend,
You're my friend, you're my friend
Ohh, my mama my love
Ohh, my mama my love
In love in you, in love in me
And love is true and guaranteed
Im loving you,you loving me
our love that's true so true

sok sek sok sek..hahaha

wohhhhooooo! 4 months people! 4 freaking months! hahahahaha. that's how long i haven't written anything in this blog..ohhh..how i miss my blog. Assignemts, tutorial tasks, readings..arrrrghhhhh!!! hahahahaha.

i dun have that much time..gotta go to class in a few minutes. just wanna describe my holidays..it was AWESOME!!!!! i had soooo much fun and i can say that the one week spent in brisbane was mad! hahahahahahaha. thank you so much to my friends over there especially aliaa for organising the trips and not forgetting jemi, syafiq, andi, faiz and mahfodz for welcoming me to your house..kalau tak, tidoq kat tepi jalanlah nampaknye..hahahaha. thank you soo much to everyone! hope to see you guys soon this winter! till then..adios!

ASSIGNMENT!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

When will this end?

Today marked the 7 th day of Israel's attack on Gaza Strips..the number of dead people has increased to approximately 500..and the number will increase if Israeli troops continue their attack. What bothers me is that their so-called fight against terrorism..the professed mission to demolish Hamas from Palestine has somewhat become a deliberate attack to kill as many Palestinians as possible! Isn't it evident??

Just look at what happened..why would u want to kill innocent people including kids and women?? why would you attack schools?? Why would you attack Muslims who are praying in the mosque??? if they really want to kill terrorists..they should at least find out their exact hiding place instead of firing bombs and rockets everywhere that they want to! But still, their attack on Hamas cannot be justified as why would Hamas attacked them at the first place? It is because they asked for it..They have not been giving enough humanitarian help they promised to give and for about 60 years they have been oppressing the Palestinians-their lands were taken, their pride were raped, they were killed as if their lives are worthless..so, if they want to kill the terrorists..they should kill themselves!!

i would like to bring up a statement made by Gordon Johndroe, on behalf of the White House.. he said that Israel has the right to do whatever they want to protect their citizens.. Ya Allah! So?? Why must it only be an exclusive right of Israel to do so and not the Palestinians?? Wy can't the Palestinians do whatever they want to protect themselves who have been the victim of Israel's viciously inhumane acts?? This is ridiculous! In fact, the White House also said that hamas must agree to to the terms set by Israel is they really want the attack to stop..but why must hamas always agree to their terms? Why can't Israel accept Hamas's terms instead or maybe reach an agreement by considering the terms laid out by both parties? This again clearly shows what Israel is up to..

Our brothers and sisters there are suffering from day to day..they have lost many lives.. and yet, we often forget about them..we are being swept away by our comfortable life..indulging ourselves in the impermanent worldly matters.. When our brothers and sisters there are are being killed..there are some of us here who got caught in a room..berkhalwat! this is really sad..especially when it involves Muslims.. the recent news about 26 teenagers got caught while having a party which involves sex and drugs in Kuala Lumpur was something that we need to look into seriously.. Let us reflect...

tears...smiles...joys...sorrows...

2008 has finally come to an end..and now, everyone will embark on a new journey.. the journey through a whole new year..2009.. hopefully this new year will bring happiness and more success to all of us..

Despite the joyous celebration of new year around the world..we must never forget those who are suffering.. when we are cheering and enjoying our time with our friends and family..the Palestinians are crying and mourning over their dead friends and families who are killed in the recent attack launched by the cruel and somewhat coward regime of Israel..

If we think carefully and rationally.. in their so called pursue to eradicate acts of terrorism in Gaza.. they are the ones who are actually terrorizing other people and yet they profess that they are curbing terrorism.. what the hell is that?? destroying mosques, universities, schools and killing innocent people.. about 300 people were killed during the attack!! is this fair? is this humane??? who is the terrorist now???? a question that everyone should know the answer..but yet many of us failed to see this.. or maybe some are just lazy to think about this issue or maybe they prefer to turn a deaf ear..

In fact, many Palestinians at the camps in Gaza are not given humanitarian help.. there's not enough food, medical supply..sometimes electricity is cut off.. in fact, when the recent bombing strikes, the regime do not allow medical assistant from outside! just look at that! who is the terrorist now?? who the hell they think they are??

So brothers and sisters..let us treasure the peace and harmony that we are enjoying in our country (although many bad things are starting to happen here)...but at the same time.. let us not forget our brothers and sisters in Palestine who are suffering and battling with their lives to keep on living..let us pray for their happiness and victory.. Happy new year..