It's hard..

It’s hard to forget things..and it’s hard to get over things.. don’t u think so? Well not all things and maybe this is not the case for everyone.. Have you ever experienced a day, where everything starts off really good and then suddenly something happened such as you spilled coffee on your white shirt or you tripped on the staircase at work or you forgot to bring an important paperwork when you have already planned to show it to your boss.. you know, this kind of mishaps.. well ,they certainly do ruin our day and sometimes it haunts us throughout the day.. it makes us question why is this happening? How this would be different if I had been more careful? Why me? All the questions that make your day even more horrible!

Why is it so hard to get over these things? At times, when we can’t resolve it..we start to blame others..we find fault hoping that we can get our own selves out of the uncomfortable feeling.. a way out from blaming ourselves.. often times it is indeed very hard to take responsibility for our own mistakes.. it’s hard to be honest and say to ourselves: ‘Hey, I did this! I need to learn from it and not repeat it again’. I have experienced this before..I did blame other things for my own mistakes and it did help me feel at ease just for a while..but then everything starts to haunt me again. In other words..it does not resolve anything. But why is it so hard to face it? Is it because we love ourselves too much that we do not have the heart to admit our own mistakes? Or is it a matter of ego? Well, this is just a thought.. I do not know the answer..and I hope to know it one day...